For those of you who have not been on the reflecter much, or at all today, go ahead and delete this mail, as it'll do you know good to read it further, but for those who were on at the same time as I: look: i know that I can be a brat at times, OK, yeah, I know I was cutting people off tonight, but what do you all expect! it was out of my control! i sat here and purposely told you all over and over and over and over that you all were not coming through, and that you were breaking up terribly... i even wrote it out in a text chat... You all can't give me the excuse either that it was windows cutting up on me as no it wasn't. I wasn't even in! windows at the time, so don't even start... What was I supposed to do! i had no indication that I was interupting, and when I told you all to write me in a text chat, no one even dared to ablige, so don't you all be blaming me for something I cannot help, OK? i'm trying damn hard to keep my cool, but i'm really about at my thread! i was gonna shut up and not say this on list, but i think after all I will... i thought Linux was an open source quote: project, not OS. i thought we were supposed to quote: help each other? not put each other down by scolding? Yeah yeah, go head, give the usual, Chris, you're outta line, you're over reacting, ah save it! it'll do no good... i'm gonna be honest, so if yall don't wanna hear it, then hit the D key and delete, see if I care... and this about mayking me echo back to talk to myself on the reflecter, may or may not be accidental, but if it's not, then you let me tell yall something: that is ver'r'ry immature, and I do not! appreciate it... again, should that be ententionally done... I know it's rude to interupt people: I'm not stupid! but what can I do! so, unless I get some apologies over here, especially from one person I hung up on tonight, my journey on the reflecter and this list both! is finnished and final! close the Bible on it, it's done! End of discussion! I rest my case, and will now say absolutely no more, as I have nothing more to say to you all... In fact, I'm so livid, I won't even close by signing my name, you don't know who this is? look on the from line header you dodo!